Facebook.

Facebook.

http://www.facebook.com/ is such an addictive site. I've spent literally ALL my waking hours today on it...and it's not just a one-off thing. now that I don't have any more exams, I'm just about permanently on Facebook (actually even while I was supposed to be studying for exams, I was on Facebook for quite a while already). and I don't even blog anymore! well, save for this post cos pple are waiting to hear from me! yah...

I guess maybe it's just me, not being able to control myself. I was supposed to delete applications (cos I had so many and it was cluttering up my profile) but ended up adding a few more. now I have 28 applications, no more (hopefully!) but no less either (I don't wanna delete the ones I have!). bleah. whatever. I should do something about this...addiction (I sound like a drug addict, or alcohol addict, I meant, alcoholic).

and so with this...'addiction', I've been sleeping at irregular hours of the night. my clock is tuned to stay up till the wee hours of the morning, and wake up late in the morning, ie.waking up in the afternoon. which meant I was late for the training sessions in the morning...=S well, I wasn't that late, just that I didn't have time to eat breakfast, which is BAD.

speaking of which, I'm going tramping this week! yay! exciting!!! we're leaving for Te Anau this coming Thurs, will tramp from Fri for 3 days, 2 nights, so will be back in Dunedin next Mon. heh. =) been having a few training sessions the past week, but I don't think we'll be fully prepared physically, since it's only been a week since we started training! but yeah...definitely looking forward for the trip!

are you ready for Kepler Track?

anyway, since the last time I posted an entry...I've finished my exams, which were sort of...unexpected, but I can't really say that cos I wasn't really expecting anything (I didn't even look through past years heh). BUT thank God He's helped me through. thought I didn't do too well...but when I came back to check, there were some bits which I just wrote which I just guessed. and then there were some things which I knew but didn't write (and I want to hit myself!!!) but yah. I think I can pass. *fingers crossed...*

other than that...people have left...people have left! people have left. =( sigh. some of them I won't see again, others I prob will only see if I do come back to Dunedin for hols next year. why do I have to go??? =( I guess I'll stick to thinking that everything happens for a reason...there is the bigger picture which I have to see...

it's you I'll miss the most...or maybe it's just in my mind that I'll miss you, my thoughts...but nothing else. cos there never was anything...there'll always be that someone else...until...I don't know when...

I've come to find out throughout this year, that feelings will eventually pass. I can't trust my feelings anymore, I never could. cos all they've done is get me into trouble. hmm. I really wonder when all these will stop. guess I can't just rely on feelings for such things...

that aside, I do have photos, but I've been posting so much on Facebook that I'm quite tired of putting up photos for now. or maybe just one more...

my good friend, Jen.

hmm. next year will be VERY different...don't quite wanna think about it now. 4 more weeks till I go back to S'pore. it's like...pple here don't want me to go...and pple back home want me to come back. I'm torn between 2 worlds...I live 2 lives...hmm.

anyway, sadly my camera has spent its life (it just suddenly hanged and became a blank screen) and is now going to have to hibernate. I'm sad! =( I asked my dad to courier over my old camera...I hope it'll arrive in time! I'm so upset...it's been through almost 11,000 photos and a year's worth of memories with me...and now, of all times, it's no longer going to be with me. may it rest in peace, until it gets fixed again.

alright. I think that should be a long enough post for now. I better sleep early tonight. no more Facebooking! =S it's so bad...time-waster. and it's bad for my eyesight too! =X anyway. I shall try to wean myself off Facebook, or else during the tramping trip I'll have withdrawal symptoms...*shudder...*

and oh, by the way if you were wondering, I did cut my hair. went to Hannah's (didn't dare to cut my own fringe) the week before exams. I quite like the new look. actually, it's more like the 'old look' from primary school. haha. ah well. let's see how long I'll keep my hair short for...mmm. =)

and one more thing, I did modify the template of my Blogger blog. =D it's...purple. heh.