they say...

...what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

but what if it DOES kill you first? then what?

now I know why others found it hard entering the workforce half a year ago. I got off too lightly I'd say, starting with Psych. just a stroll in the park.

the previous post pre-empted the day after that, a day I'd like to forget. where my world just came crumbling down. thankfully there were people who cared.

but...
is this really what I want?
is this what I have been striving for?
is this where I see my future?
is this...
me?

all my doubts have resurfaced, once again.

I promised you I would give it another week or two. maybe it'll get better. I suppose even if I have to suffer, it will be for the sake of our future. I want to xxxx xx, yet I know I will be letting so many people down - our families, and you.

I just pray that WE will be STRONG, individually and together...