*random*

it's already past 7am NZ time.
the night is still young in SG...

I'm still not asleep yet.

been waking up around 5am daily.
body alarm just tells me to wake up at 10am NZ time.
so much for wanting to sleep more during hols...
can't seem to catch up on my sleep.

GRRrrr...
annoying.

I miss NZ.
I miss four-seasons-in-a-day Dunedin.
I miss 24/54 Anzac Ave.
I miss my flatmates.
I miss Elim.
I miss Vivos.
I miss Vivos' associates, Zoe and Klados.

I miss the people in NZ.

on the other hand...

I have yet to meet up with many of my SG friends.
I have yet to consume delicacies unavailable in NZ.
I have yet to finish ticking off stuff on my shopping list.
I have yet to get used again to the S'pore culture.
I have yet to re-establish myself here.

so many things undone still.

and oh, I have yet to send photos.
sorry everyone in NZ...

anyways.
I wonder why I'm using this style of typing.
quite troublesome having to keep pressing "Enter".
I'm bored?
I should make better use of my time...
for example, SLEEP!

I'm getting tired.
sleepy...

when I'm sleepy I think...
too much sometimes.

life here is so different.
two separate realities.
both still part of the one reality...
my life.


God, will You break me?
can You tell me what is it that You want?
can You help me to hear Your voice?
can You show me how You can use me?

I trust that my future's safe in Your hands...



I'm dozing off...
zZz...