"Apologize" One Republic Music Video
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new, yeah...
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new, yeah...
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground...
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I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground...
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is it too late? I can't just let go now...I'll fall...and I don't want to...but...this is where I put myself into...I can't back out...I don't know what to do...I wish I had more willpower then to say no...but I didn't...we both knew it wasn't right...but...is it too late now...? help...
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hmm. 5 weeks since I've been in Christchurch. getting into the swing of things at "work", as what a lot of pple say that I'm doing. technically I'm not doing work at all, at least now I don't feel like a "useless" 4th year student after this week. the first week of official classes caused me quite a bit of distress, I was frustrated when all my friends talked about learning so much and etc, I actually got angry because of that, and had to make myself storm out and take a walk or else I would have exploded on innocent pple. but yeah, been learning quite a bit, just that I don't get to spend enough time on the wards talking to patients, I have to go for tutorials. =( oh well, that's life.
other than studies, I've been meeting quite a few fellow South-east Asians, mostly Singaporeans and Malaysians. lunches/dinners, flat-warming, Chiselzone, service, random meetings...it's all good. and I was commenting on how the pple in Christchurch seem quite different from those in Dunedin...somehow. I guess partly it's because most of the pple I know from Otago are doing science-related courses (eg. medicine, dentistry, pharmacy, physiotherapy, human nutrition, physiology, consumer food science, etc), and those here are doing other courses (such as law, psychology, engineering, accounting, commerce, etc) in Canterbury Uni, or are still in high school. it's just...different. I feel like I'm sorta on a different wavelength when I'm talking to the pple here sometimes...but, I'll get used to it I suppose.
besides school and the nice pple I've met...I have an almost non-existent "social life". guess I've always been this way, and I survived, so yah, not planning to change anytime soon. realised that recently I've been a lot more 'whiney' and 'naggy' to lots of pple. and flatting isn't exciting when you have experiences of dishes being left in the sink and stuff that's commonly used being left in a mess. it's annoying. ugh. but I should be more...lenient huh. not everyone is a neat freak like me. hmm.
right now I'm supposed to be going over notes and revising for my neurological examination OSCE on Fri. but...at this point in time I can't be bothered. hmm. what's wrong with me? UGH. nothing seems to be going right...I just feel like taking time off from studying and go on a long break and do nothing. to not have any worries about anything at all...and to be thinking this way when I just started?!? gosh. what is this world coming to?!? ok I should stop talking nonsense...
anyway, the weather's been great all week until yesterday afternoon, it rained. stopped at night, was fantastic weather this morning, but it rained again this afternoon. I hope tomorrow is a nice day, I need to take the bus. yah.
right, this shall be my update for now. see when I feel like writing more again...
p.s. my apologies if this doesn't seem like the "usual" me. I'm not feeling like myself at the moment, just need to let it all out, don't mind me...
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