on Monday I was moaning on Facebook: ?regrets taking Sunday afternoon off...could've seen more patients. apparently there were lotsa kids/babies in ED yesterday, but I wasn't there. BUT thought I needed a day off too. sigh. why?!?
then today I updated my status again: had a fruitful day yesterday, spent 8am-10pm at the hospital seeing a steady stream of patients! =D now I appreciate taking a day off, and have NO REGRETS about my Sunday afternoon break. =)
so much for feeling the internal conflict/dilemma. it didn't really matter after all.
on another matter...
sometimes I wonder why I have a guilty conscience. I can't do "bad" things. even little "bad" things. I just can't do it. well, not that I can't can't do it as such, but when I end up doing certain things, I feel SO GUILTY after that. and then I keep thinking if I should've done it or not in the first place!
GRR. LOL.
anyway, it's been good. enjoying life. =)
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mg says:
just close one eye la.. lol. u gonna miss good food potluck! huhu.. come back earlier!!!!
April 21, 2010 3:41 pm