back; yes?

"and I will soar on wings like eagles..."

hmm...I guess it's become a fortnightly thing, posting once in a while. realised that I'm not really into blogging this year...but oh well. guess things change.

my life right now is basically just going for classes in the day, and trying to study at night, though I tend to end up falling asleep halfway while studying. feeling really tired these few days...maybe it's due to the accummulation of lack of sleep from many weeks, months or even years. I wouldn't know. in life there are so many things that are so uncertain...even science cannot begin to explain many of the things that seem to be theoretically impossible yet happen in reality. and the reason why I'm studying? is to gain knowledge so that I can help people to the best of my ablity. I might not know everything, but at least I know enough to make someone else's life better. science can only explain things to a certain extent, after that, it's a mystery...theories can be conjured up about what really happens, and it all depends on the individual on what they choose to believe in.

I think some of you guys might know that things aren't really going that well for me recently. it's nothing big, but it's affecting my daily life to a small extent. no worries to those who don't know, I'm alright. hopefully it's nothing serious, I don't know what the actual cause of everything is as of now, but I believe that it will all work out fine. I'm beginning to learn how to live with it, in fact it's really nothing when I think about it. quite interestingly though, I'm actually learning about things related to what I think it might be in my lectures...it's quite cool to have a real life example for me to learn from...

another week of lectures next week before my 2 week Easter break. I have 8am starts from Mon to Wed...and I think I'm going to have a hard time waking up. have been starting at 9 or later the past few weeks. so weird that they decided to shift the lectures to an earlier slot right before the hols...oh well. I shouldn't complain. and I shouldn't compare either. be happy with whatever there is that I have, be glad that I don't have anything worse. yah...

hmm...I'm sitting at the computer in the Med library now, and there is no one else at the computers! so funny...I'm the only one...and typing quite loudly too. =) the Med library is quite devoid of people as well...which I think isn't the case during the week. apparently it's packed in here as well as the Central library every night. guess people find it conducive to study in the library: it's nice, warm and quiet. as for me, well...in a way I don't have to go to the library cos my flat's warm enough, plus I have my textbooks so I don't really have to go to the library. but I can't study that well at home, seeing that I want to sleep quite often. hmm...we'll see how it goes in the next term of this semester, since this term is drawing to an end in a week's time.

am I rambling on? I think so. don't feel like ending this post. I don't write entries that often...but I do check my mail. my days are quite packed with classes so I only have time to reply my mails after class and then go back to my flat for dinner. it feels like home...the warmth of my flatmates...haha. I'm not being sarcastic, they're nice people. they tease me quite often, but at least they don't ignore me. I'm satisfied with that. I like the simple things in life...how I am easily amused and etc. that's what makes me me...=)

but all good things have to come to an end. so I take my leave for now...might update more in 2 weeks' time, or sooner since my hols are starting soon. goodbye, farewell, adieu.

I am trying not to think too much...is it working? I really don't know...