does anybody hear her?

She is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
But the canyon’s ever widening
In the depths of her cold heart
So she sets out on another misadventure just to find
She’s another two years older
And she’s three more steps behind

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even know she’s going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that’s tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

She is yearning
For shelter and affection
That she never found at home
She is searching
For a hero to ride in
To ride in and save the day
And in walks her prince charming
And he knows just what to say
Momentary lapse of reason
And she gives herself away

If judgement looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can’t see past her scarlet letter
And we never even met her

-Casting Crowns

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yesterday and today...I've been fighting myself. and I ended up fighting the world. why? I don't even know the reason myself. but when I'm not at peace with God (cos I can't seem to get 'connected' with Him), I end up not being at peace with myself, and I'm not at peace with the world either. ugh. it's been a tough day trying to be civil. sorry to those whom I didn't seem too 'sociable'. it's been a long day...

sometimes, I just want to rebel against everything...

but then, I needed to inject some positivity into my life. guess I'm still not giving up on myself. watched a few YouTube videos on Nick Vujicic. and he is a really motivational speaker.

"Perspective.
Vision.
Choices."

"Just because you can't see the purpose, doesn't mean it's not coming."
"Trusting in God is where the victory lies. Even when He says no."

hmm. going for Count'd now. I hope I will find what I'm looking for...