add-i-c-ted.

FINALLY! after 2 and a half weeks of NOT blogging...I'M BACK! haha.

it's good to be back in sunny ol' Dunedin...the past 3 days have been fantastic, a prelude to summer, since it's spring already anyway. only just last night it started raining...and today it's kinda overcast with sprinkles and semi-strong winds but the sun's still out sporadically. fortunately for me, I'm staying indoors the whole day. =) cos I'm still on holiday. =D (don't hit me! heh.)

the 14 of us before leaving Cardrona...

well, as you guys know, I went for my ski trip with the La Vitans last week. it was an awesome time away. really. I know at the start I was a bit hesistant cos I didn't really know the people I was going with, well I wasn't familiar with the girls at least. but I guess when you're 'stuck' with them for 4 days and 3 nights you can't not get to know them better...which was what I did. who knows I might have formed friendships then that would last? only time will tell...

anyway, we had heaps of fun. lots of sore body parts (esp cos they all snowboarded!). some injuries. many bruises. but the company was just AWESOME, AWESOME, AWESOME! THANK YOU GUYS FOR MAKING MY HOLIDAYS SO MUCH FUN!!! I really appreciate it!!! and I was thinking about next year, maybe we can organise another trip, for my lifegroup? maybe? then I'll come down from Christchurch during my hols to join ya'll. hee. =)

I found snow in my pocket while going home.
(it was not a falling star sadly...)

hmm...other than that. my hols...nothing much. so far anyway. and prob nothing much will happen for the next few days. I was SUPPOSED to start studying this week...but I haven't started. =S the only thing remotely close to it was me highlighting my timetable for next week. haha. it'll be quite 'relaxing', 17 hours of class in total. it's like...so slack! mmm. but got 2 CAL tests to study for...AND the fact that exams are in less than 2 months is looming over me...

oh yah...about the title. if you're wondering, it's er...bad. haha. it's relative though, so...but hmm...I'm addicted to Facebook. AGAIN. yeah, I kinda weaned myself off it for a while when I had classes and all that, but now that I'm technically still on holiday, I got caught in it! =X and I've been sleeping late the past few days cos of it...argh. ok, I'll make a resolution now: from today onwards I will NOT sleep late becos I'm busy Facebooking! heh.

lunar eclipse: the red moon...

yah. hols are good, I'd say...but on a more serious side, I've got issues that I need to deal with.

I wonder how come I've changed so much from last year. is it for better? or for worse? and right now...I feel so...selfish. like I only care about myself. is it true? lost in my own little world. curled up and comfortable where I am. what happened? and why do I still get upset over what upset me last time? I thought...why can't I be happy for those I care about? it sucks to be...left out. or I think I'm just thinking too much. bleah. and crying over spilt milk. again. there's nothing I can do, so why am I behaving this way?

GOD I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND YOU!?!

hmm. anyway. I should get back to work. or at least do something more productive than sitting around, surfing the Net, wasting time. sorry this ended on such a...sour note. but yeah, sometimes appearances can be deceiving. =) so you can't ALWAYS just look on the surface. sometimes you can, but yeah. and oh, sorry about not posting up more photos...can't be bothered today. =) yup. hope everyone's hols were good though!