growing...

the past few days have been a good learning experience for me...not so much learning new things, but more of finding out stuff about myself. hmm. and it's things that are not going to change overnight...but I guess I'll have make the effort to improve myself, and slowly but surely I'll start growing stronger. =)

sorry I was angry at you, I had no reason to be. and I do kind of miss the sort of easy-going friendship we used to have. but I guess like always, what is done cannot be undone, I will just go my way, and you will go yours...

as for you, I'm not going to make the same mistake as I do seem to do so always. I hope I don't. cos I don't have long left here in Dunedin, I want it to be a memorable last few weeks. =) I won't ask for anything, I won't look for anything. I'll just let things run their course, for once? I'm just going to try not to think so much! think that'll help...

and to those of you who've been encouraging me. THANK YOU. thanks for reminding me that even though I only do a little bit, be it seen or unseen, whatever I do has been jotted down in God's notebook. He knows. and He's the ONLY ONE I'm out to please, not people around me. and also that sometimes it's ok to be down and weak, but as long as I stand up again! I love you girls. =)

anyway, this is just a song I quite like. Daughtry is good! =) and the other song, Over You is quite catchy as well. have a listen: http://www.myspace.com/daughtry. =)

Home
Artist: Chris Daughtry
Album: Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night
Trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
Well I'm going home

The miles are getting longer, it seems
The closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man or friend for you
But your love, remains true
And I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try

So I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all
And then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all, yeah

Oh, well I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
I said these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
I'm going home

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yeah. I won't be online so often (hopefully) for the next few weeks. gonna have to be disciplined! the last lap already...after this year no more sitting in lectures listening to boring I meant interesting lectures for the whole day, dissecting cadavers as though acting out a horror movie in real life, having small groups tutes where you can chit chat and eat Squiggles, etc...heh. yup!

STUDY HARD EVERYONE!

the countdown starts now!

7 days to Rat Race.
28 days to Finals.
33 days to holidays! =D