move on.

I don't have to dwell on you anymore, because you've moved on.
I'm happy for you. =)

I don't think you ever knew that I admired your administrative skills. well, your thing for perfection. will I ever regret making this decision? only time will tell, there's no going back anyway. what is done is done. you deserve someone who will appreciate what you'll do for her, not someone like me who takes things for granted.

mixed feelings. haha. what an idiot I am. really.

hmm.

I honestly don't feel like going back. I don't know. I just have no...motivation. maybe it's because I have regained some connections here, and now I don't want to leave.

a part of me feels like going back to 2 years ago...relive that time. HAHA. impossible. wishful thinking.

why do I have to face this??? =(

how to not be negative?!?

BOO.

and maybe, just maybe...I'm the one who lost.

amidst the noise.