it's not long now.

countdown:
10 days to Brain & Behaviour Neuroanatomy rat race
14 days to Mid Year Exam

where's the sense of urgency?!? I'm still taking it as though there's still lots of time left to study...which in fact there is to a certain extent, until you exclude all the time spent at class (lectures, labs, tutes, etc), as well as church committments (services, worship and sound team, prayer meetings, etc). packing out my days with so many things...at least I've planned out roughly my daily activities so yeah, this week's been ok, just that there seems to be too many crosses at each thing undone! =X argh. ah well...need to work harder!

anyway. I don't really have much to say, just that occupying myself with doing stuff seems to be helping me cope with the...'problem' of my mind wandering. for now it's working at least. and something I found helpful was thinking outside my own problems and caring for others. not always possible I'd say, but trying to show that you have an interest in other pple's lives helps to take your mind off yourself. remove the self-centeredness. stop being so inward-looking. yeah. =)

one more thing: prayer's been GOOD. still not that many pple coming, though what I think is more important is not the quantity, but the quality of prayer. we will see God move! and personally, I'm beginning to learn how to pray, and what to pray for. it's been quite hard, and sometimes I still feel like I don't have anything to say, it's not that I don't want to, just that somehow I can't seem to find things to pray about. yet I'm learning, slowly but surely! praise God! =)

hmm. something interesting, pple have been talking about dreams and stuff. it just dawned on me the other day, that one of my dreams was to be part of the PA crew in sec sch. they were the pple who set up mikes and all the sound equipment, and did the soundboard stuff. I've always been intrigued by what those pple were doing, esp when I used to have badminton trainings and they were around setting up stuff. and guess what? I AM part of the sound team for Elim International Service now! WOW! it's a dream come true! heh. you never knew huh? =D

ok...er. wasn't supposed to spend so much time blogging! heh. OH. I chop-chop-ed my hair today. again. haha. happy! anyway. =) it's back to studying...and DANCE on Sunday! haha. I like dancing, I do! haha. and hope I'll have more motivation to study yah? =)



p.s. I really wish I can be there for you, when you're happy, when you're down, when you're faced with troubles, in your times of joy. to just be by your side. but I guess being a friend has its limitations too. I really enjoyed this week hanging out so often with you...I can learn so much from you, yes, you heard that right. hmm. I can't do much now, but I'll be praying for you my friend...hope you'll be able to sort some issues out that you can only deal with alongside the One who gives you strength...