just one touch...

from the greatest One above. there is nothing like Your love. it's not much, but I can't keep asking for more. I'm no more a baby feeding on milk, it's time to move on to solid food. it's time for a breakthrough. I love the peace that comes with the touch from God...

having someone speaking out and praying for you, just words of encourgement at the altar, it really touched my heart. for someone who doesn't know my background, she spoke into my life, guided by the Holy Spirit. and I'm NOT gonna let anyone take away what God's doing in my life. NO ONE. NOTHING. the world will never take You away.

I don't really know will it change my life. consume me from the inside out. but I believe I'm not the same person I went into church before tonight. I choose to believe that cos I know it's true. and though I'm going to feel differently at times, that's NOT going to change the fact that He loves me. emotions can fluctuate but NOT God's love.

from now on, I don't want to go back to how I was. I want to move forward, step up. I love You more than life. I'm not going to care what others think of me, but all I care about is what God thinks. nothing else matters.

and to put the past away...


Seeing you
Close to

Instead of me
What did I do wrong?
Or is it just the way it is
Things change
People change
Feelings change maybe?
Some things still stay the same though
I know
But there's nothing I can do
Is it you?
Guess I might not try anymore
You aren't really
I'm not going to blame anyone
It takes two hands to clap
I'll just give you a hug in my mind now
You are a fragment of my past

But
I still (hope)

No, wait, I give him to You.


tomorrow will be a better day. the coming week will be a better week. all I need is You.