what do you do...

when you're bored? argh. =(

wasted my whole night doing the progress test, that should NOT have taken that long to complete. and the final result, I 'failed' it. 200 questions, some of the stuff that I should know but I don't, mostly from last year's work, and some from the first half of this semester that I can't even remember. what's the use of studying so much yet not retaining anything??? *bleah* =(

was meaning to go to the gym tonight but didn't make it there in the end. so much for my new 'exercise regime'. prepared for lab after finishing the silly test and that was it. bored stiff. just don't feel like doing anything at the moment. so what do I do? blog. well, I thought it needed an update anyway, though this is just nonsense and not an update at all. whatever. =(

and I want to complain. my phone's still unable to receive txts. I'm annoyed. frustrated. upset. ARGH. this week's not going well for me. yesterday was an even worse day than today. started off all wrong cos was late for class and couldn't find the room, and I didn't enjoy the opthalmology practical though the others told me they found it fun. and after the long break went to class and was anti-social for the whole 3 hours of the afternoon lectures. how do I do it? to ignore and be ignored. I chose to do it that way. =(

(Kevin is looking over my shoulder now, feels weird.)

I feel like I haven't been a good friend too lately. blame it on my phone for taking away my main means of communication. it's as though I'm isolated from the outside world. and I feel like I don't even want to try anymore. it's too hard, trying to be friends. especially trying to have a 'friendship'. everyone shall be as close as I want them to be, cos not many want to even try to bridge the distance. supposed to be 2 ways? maybe. who really bothers. =(

anyway, I think what I'll do now is to sleep. hope tomorrow won't be like today or yesterday. I don't want to be this way. =( boo.

and yes. I'm bored. or so that's what I think.