decisions.

we all have to make decisions in life...
big ones, small ones, important ones, not so important ones.
but every choice you make will have consequences down the track.

thinking about what I should apply for during my electives. would General Medicine or Cardiology be of more use to me? not that I have a particular interest in either but thinking what I want to get out of it...

and as of today I've decided that I am keen on pursuing a career in Anaesthesia. maybe. that would be one of my options anyway. followed an anaesthetist around for 2 dental and 4 cataract surgeries today, it was an interesting experience. I suppose I'd need to know quite a lot about Pharmacology and drugs and how to calculate doses in my mind...that's one of the few topics I struggle with but it'd be good to work on. plus the amount of needles used...(but watching the surgeries was rather exciting.)

I should be glad that at least I have the chance to make choices.

cycling against strong winds (apparently 9m/s, which is how many km/h?) to school this morning was not nice at all. if I stopped cycling I would have been pushed backwards, pedalled so hard but didn't get very far. quite annoying really. so hard to breathe when the wind's blowing in your face...but it wasn't too wet, so I should be thankful. and tomorrow isn't supposed to be that bad either.

everyone had/is having exams/OSCEs. I should do some work too.

I chose to make the choice to communicate the way I know best. it may or may not be the best way to do it but that's me. I wondered today how it is actually like sitting across the table/room from me and watching me. from your/someone else's point of view. what do you/they actually see? who am I to you/them?