googled.

finally decided to google my name (while procrastinating from doing my report). lots of pages/people that aren't me but the ones that were actually related to me in the first 10 pages of results were:

The Secrets to Powerful Worship - the photos used in the article were taken by me!
Old Po BackPackers Guest Book - I wrote a comment in the guest book when we went on ECC 2 years ago to Ranfurly. never expected something like that to be put online! not that it's a bad comment...

there aren't many more pages because all my other sites eg.Facebook, Friendster, Bebo, etc are privatised, as in you can only see my profile if you're my friend. there were lots more results though, BUT I'm not THAT free (or bored for that matter) to click every single one.

last night was somewhat surreal...the memories are already hazy, guess it's partly becos I was quite tired at the start. but that encounter made me realise that I was capable of feeling again. I just need to not think so much, catch my mind before it darts off. the whirring of my thoughts was probably what kept me from entering REM sleep. AND made me wake up sobbing. scary how dreams can become so real even if I can't remember what happened...

I should complete my report tonight. make the most of the warmth of my heater while it's single-digit temperatures outside. an official welcome to winter 09...