being myself.

I wonder why so many times I try to be like someone else.
I envy them, and want to be like them.
I guess it's good in a way that I admire people as role models.
but it's not good to pretend to be someone else.

in saying that though, medicine is all about acting.
everything's a performance.
hmm...

yesterday was Monday, I had a good evening.
decided to walk home from the hospital after class.
it took me just under 2 hours, because I:
- stopped by to buy daffodils for my flatmates
- indecisively crossed the road a couple of times
- went to Ancestral to buy my dinner
- helped a lady find her homestay address after walking a big round

finally reached home at 7pm and had my yummy kampua and deep fried squid. :)

however today was an easy-to-step-on-my-toes day.

but I was happy that I managed to donate 1 unit of blood.
I saved the lives of 3 people.
good, good...

I just need to get over myself and feel comfortable talking to patients.
don't know why I just find it hard.
oh well.

I wonder when it'll be that someone whom I want to talk to on MSN will start a conversation with me first. :) haha. dreams.

and OH, I've given up on IE...it's now hello to Firefox.

let's hope tomorrow will be a good day.