mmm.

what was I going to blog about? I can't remember all of a sudden...I had like a tentative post sorted out in my head just a while ago and now...it's gone. maybe if I keep typing it'll come back to me...hmm.

warning: this is a random rambling post.

oh. I finally got my Restricted Licence, like the actual card. cos the temporary one was a slip of paper...and yesterday the real card came in the mail.

I look funny though.

er...well. just led worship during prayer meeting just now. I was there at 7.05 and even at 7.10-ish there was no one else but me there. it felt so...never mind. and it was a last min thing that I was going to lead...so I started strumming on my guitar and singing, then a few pple came. hmm...

then my feelings went on a rampage. =(

sat for my CAL test before prayer meeting, and guess what? I failed. boo. by 0.56 marks. and I guess I deserve to fail, cos I didn't study hard enough, and counted on 'luck' to pass. that's NOT the way things go, is it? you will reap what you sow. maybe that's why when I rushed to prayer meeting I wasn't feeling up to it. bleah.

I'm not complaining. I'm just saying it's not easy. oh well.

woke up early for my 8am lecture this morning, though I slept late last night. managed to stay awake for 40mins of the first lecture before knocking out for the last 10mins. I didn't make it! grr. =( after that was 2hrs of dissection lab and 1hr plus of pathology tute then done for the day. that might be partly the cause of my frustration. the tiredness. fell asleep while studying in the afternoon too. bleah.

I realised that I quite like dissections. maybe I'll take up surgery. who knows.

blah blah blah...

it's time to get back to study. long day tomorrow. hope it'll be a better one.


EDIT:
thank God that I have mobile arms and legs and an adequate level of cognitive function. I should be grateful. guess it'll help if I focus on my strengths. not that I don't acknowledge my weaknesses but I should not let them bog me down.

I AM MORE THAN A CONQUEOROR IN CHRIST!