unprepared?

thought I hadn't been blogging in quite a long while but actually, it was only slightly less than a week ago that I did. strange.

the title sounds quite negative but hmm...

did a presentation yesterday, and for the first time, didn't go over the actual presentation itself! blame it on the LAST MINUTE work (I didn't think I was THAT last minute but apparently I've started to become worse this year)!!! only finished putting it together at 7.30am when I was supposed to be in school by 8.30am! =S and I didn't even time it nor did I have any notes to read off when I presented. THANKFULLY it went alright. =)

I've stopped counting down to finals. or maybe I'm just bluffing myself. who knows?!? it doesn't make me want to study more, nor does it stress me out. somehow the motivation is missing. HOW? it's already middle of October, it's the end of week 4 of MSK this week too...

today's been sorta a funny day.
- really, really enjoyed Outpatients this morning at Burwood, Mr Parkinson REALLY sounds like he appreciates students, not just keen about making us LEARN AND LEARN AND LEARN. I'm glad I went! (and I found that I quite like talking to older people...it's especially nice when they have good results after a total hip replacement cos the history's simple to take! lol.)
- creamy mayo cheeseburger combo for lunch with MG. cheap (no wonder people love fast food) and free drink refills at BK!
- then Pathology Pot Quiz. lol. another one I didn't study for, similar to the Haematology one...go in and tikam (or try to make an "educated guess")! although it wasn't even marked, more for fun/self-learning/practice. ended up falling asleep the WHOLE hour during the lecture where we went through the answers. so much for usefulness...
- deserted my flatmates to go Pak-n-Sav-ing. just needed to walk around doing my groceries...take a break (have a kit kat)...
- ate curry mee for dinner. SO YUMMY. and sat outside the house on the bench in my singlet and shorts feeling the cool evening breeze while trying to tahan the spiciness of my meal...SHIOK MAN! LOL. sounds like my tolerance level has increased!

anyway. end of the week tomorrow. last thing which is urgent and important to complete - my 2 case presentations due before Monday morning. HOPEFULLY not TOO last minute work to be done for that! revision MCQ lecture on Sat, then study group on Sun...then it's focus on passing my MSK OSCE before stressing a bit more on finals.

not long to go now...(till it's over!)