*wham*

another disappointment. so much for the short-term positivity. well, like one said, wasn't it meant to be only for a brief period of time? is that why? that there is always an UP moment, and it has to be followed by a DOWN one? can't one's life just stay HIGH, even if it's just for that little bit longer? it's really discouraging.

"dont be disappointed...God's got it all sorted out"

hmm. guess it's just natural for one to feel disappointed. the expectations one has, especially of people. but maybe, it would be better if things happened in God's time, and not one's time. it's hard but guess that's the only way. take note though, to be careful of what one prays for, cos who knows, it might just come true.

"hey at least u making an effort, and God's smiling =D"

hmm. at least one tried? but is it enough? or might that just miss the bullseye, fall short of the target by that 5cm. just that little bit more. and things would have turned out differently. is it enough??? one wonders...

at least there are people around to encourage one when one's down. =)