previous experiences.

so the 4 of us were sharing about our past/present relationships in yx's room tonight. it's been a long time since I talked about something more personal to me face-to-face with someone else. it's so much easier to blog things and be ambiguous...

but it was a good sharing session. just a little bit about each of our lives. I need friends like them, those who care about me and whom I care about. yes I guess I was once counted as a liaison/bridge/isolate, not belonging to any one group in particular but flitting about different social circles, yet now due to circumstances I've sort of "settled down" into where I feel comfortable. for now. because with time things change, people leave, the environment morphs. make the most of now.

relationships...

looking back at 5 years ago, how naive I was then. through these years some things have changed, I hope I've grown, but I know there are parts which are still the same. and all those mistakes made. well, I wouldn't have imagined myself to be a 5th year medical student 5 years ago, when I first had the opportunity to come to NZ to study. look at where I am now. but where will I be in 5 years' time? married? had a kid or two? or focused only on my career? will I even manage to find a soulmate?

another week ahead. wonder what stresses it will bring.