breaking point.

the feeling this morning was uncannily familiar.
those years ago I felt the same way.
how I knew this was coming...inevitable.
yet still feeling it when I read it.

some things are just not meant to be.

what I did before would have been better.
there's no need to expose my vulnerability.
no one would know when I don't say.
keep my mouth shut and my heart sealed.

those last words were hard to come.

how can I bless someone when I'm like this?
how can I counsel another about their problems?
don't they know anything?
but of course not, they're not supposed to, and they never will.

emotional love bank: negative balance.



the straw that broke the camel's back.