one more day...

wow. I’ve just been studying...hmm. it’s good, and should be a normal thing. think I study better with music on, but then I know all the songs, so I’ll start singing along! that means I can’t concentrate on what I’m reading, though I do get some work done. oh well. can’t listen to music in school though, too lazy to bring my discman. yah...I know I’m old-fashioned, I don’t even have an MP3 player, much less an iPod or whatever it is that young pple have nowadays. haha...I’m talking as though I’m so old like that! but I’m not...just that these kind of things don’t bother me...not so much now as last time. yup.

I went walking along George Street again today. hehe...bought a nice card yesterday, then decided I’ll give it to Esther cos she’s starting her exams tmr! yah...she’s my accountability partner, someone I’m accountable to in spiritual as well as other matters. it’s good, having someone like that, to help you in times of need or if you’re just happy/sad and want to share your feelings with. it’s confidential. we just started it in our cell group, and I think it’s going quite well...it’s in conjunction with the 40 Days of Purpose readings we’ve been doing. yah.

hmm...oh yah, I was saying I went to town. dropped Est her card and it was supposed to be a surprise but me and Rach were lingering outside her house for so long! ended up she happened to come home from school just as we were leaving and yah...we ran off! haha. ok...I know, what a childish thing to do. whatever lah. then me and Rach walked around town for like 2hrs, plus we went to New World. I bought stuff, quite a lot...and I realised I’m buying a lot of things in preparation for next year! what the...? now I have to find places to store these while I move out from my homestay and into my flat when I come back next year. noooo...I’m just creating problems for myself. haiyah...

I’m feeling exhausted these few days. not having enough sleep. last night I didn’t do anything but only got to bed at 1am. !!! what is this? wasting time. and I realised too that I have still a lot of things left undone, lots of worksheets. finally got my Physics and Bio online assignments done this morning/afternoon. now I’ve got to go back to revision. SO many things I don’t know! oh man...need to catch up. not much time left anymore...

alright. think I’ll get to bed earlier this time round. so sleepy...couldn’t get much work done other than those assignments cos my eyes kept closing when I tried to sit down to study. even fell asleep on the bus home. zZz...surprisingly, I managed to do some work for the past hour and a bit...zZz...

“rather than keeping to yourself, can you say something?”