SNOW: winter?!?

yeah...it snowed last night! finally the weather forecast was right! and it was absolutely freezing today, a high of 5 degrees. 5. can you imagine it? no wonder this year I felt as though I’ve been acclimatised. I only wore my thick jacket like once the whole winter, but I had to wear it today. hmm...it’s becos it’s been such a good winter. now that spring has come, it’s supposed to get warmer until summer before it cools down again in autumn. must be global warming! haha...who knows. I’m just making a wild guess. the wind was really chilly today too...my poor ears! no wonder I wore my beanie last year. hehe...

ah...just another school night. it’s so hard to study when I’m home. it’s crazy to even try. unless I have my earphones on and my music blasting, then I’ll drown out everything else. but then I can’t concentrate cos I’ll sing along. now at last it’s quieter...though there was still some crying a few minutes ago. hmm...there won’t be any more of all these next year though, so I won’t complain for now. who knows, I might even miss all the noisiness! hmm...

I’ve having problems with Biochem. the practical assignment. everyone seems to not be able to do the last 2 pages. argh. it’s so frustrating when pple ask me but I can’t tell them how to do it, not that I don’t want to share, but I myself can’t even complete the assignment! so far already 2 of my friends have asked, but I had to tell them I was sorry but I just can’t help! today Bel, Rach and me stayed back to try figuring it out, but we have yet to come up with a solution. Rach said someone asked her about how to do it too. argh. so irritating. why do they make it so hard for us students to do it? so much for me being supposed to be “smart”. I’m not, and that proves my point...

speaking about Biochem, the test results came out today. they compiled all the scores in a document, and you just go onto Blackboard, open it, and scroll down to find your student ID number. hmm...honestly, I did quite well, wasn’t expecting that, but in the first place, I expect the worst. I don’t want to get my hopes up. but yah. it’s good. don’t ask any more. it’s not that important, it’s the finals that are taking up I think 70%? or is it 60%? hmm...just know that it’s a large percentage can already. and UMAT results will probably be out soon, around this time next week. I just hope I can go ahead and enjoy myself on the Christchurch trip before knowing how I did. hmm...

hmm...I’m going to write down some of my thoughts, just read but don’t say anything k. hmm...you know, I think to not have to think about something is just...good. ignorance is bliss sometimes. how I wish I could be like that. to live in my own perfect world not caring about the worries of this world. yet in reality, this isn’t true. so I should stop wishing for my fantasy to be played out...but many times reality is just so harsh. especially having to live with pple. I just sometimes wish pple would just stop disappointing others. I guess I’m guilty of that too...but won’t it be nice when things just go smoothly like how you want it to? guess life wasn’t meant to be like this. yet I don’t stop believing that everything will work out for the good of those who love God. times might be hard, but persevere on and I’ll make out of it a much stronger person. hmm...I must put my belief into action...

alright. think that’s enough to share about my life today. will probably talk more tmr...hmm...

“I see something that’s so similar, yet so different...”