what a fantastic day. how I wish there were many more days like this. the weather was PERFECT. think it was a high of 19 degrees, the sun wasn't too hot cos it was quite cloudy. but the wind was warm to the touch. can you just imagine it? not the humid wind we get in S'pore, but cooling, refreshing wind. wow. I could've stood out there the whole day! but ironically enough, I spent the day indoors! and in the Central library some more...what better place could I be at? hehe...
anyway, other than the nice weather, I had a good time at study group again. we shouldn't call it "study group". we should just say that we meet up to "try" studying. most of the time we talk...about what? just about anything and everything. girl-talk? yah. but today we managed some time of silence while we studied. think as it gets nearer the terms test the stress catches up on us. hmm...
I managed to finish going through 7 lectures of Biochem! what an accomplishment. ok, I know it's not much, but as compared to what I did yesterday, it is. the ratio is 1:7. BIG difference you know. and I really proved that I can't study in a group. I think it's not like last semseter anymore...I could hang out with my G12 and study. this time round I need my full concentration. for example, I chased Rach and Bel away for about 30 mins and managed to go through around 3 lectures. that's heaps, considering that we spent our whole day in the library. from 9am till 6pm, plus and minus a bit here and there. haha...even now I look at the number of hours spent in there, I wonder what's the point?! nothing gets done. hmm...ok, so we get to know each other better while talking. but it's not that important now...or is it? hmm...
tmr'll be the last day we're going to have study group. we've planned for next week already though. we're going all the way out for Biochem. so what if it's just 50 MCQ, if you don't know your facts, might as well not go for the test. yup. we can do it guys! and think I'll prob get quite a lot done, cos I'm getting stressed out about not managing to finish my revision. so much to do, lots of things to memorise. come on brain cells! start working!!! hehe...nah, I'm not going crazy. not yet anyway. hehe...
I talked to a friend of mine today. realised that if I want to get into Med sch I really must work hard. it's not the end if I get in though...I'm going to have to strive to work towards my goal. jia you! I can do it. hmm...it's more than just saying it. if I talk and there's no action, so what if my intentions are good? thinking doesn't help. yah, if you dream big that's good, but you've got to put your dreams into reality. and it goes not just for studies too. a good friend once said, "I'd rather live in reality than in fantasy." hmm...there's a lot to think behind it, but maybe I shouldn't...
alright. realised I'm blogging a lot nowadays. and esp becos it's the end of the day I have a lot of things to say. think you should've figured it out already. hehe. thank you to my loyal readers! esp a BIG thank you to Mel. hehe. =) for all your comments. they are always appreciated. and to others, I've not forgotten you! even if you don't tell me you do read it, thanks for reading! hmm...it's like I keep saying thank you, but I really do mean it. cos I'm honoured to have pple wanting to read about me. hehe. *wide grin* THANK YOU!
okie, don't think I have enough energy to do more work. putting this post up then going to bed already. having a sugar-low...*yawnx*. Rach and Bel will know what I'm talking about! hehe...nite nite pple...
"I don't wanna know anything anymore...or maybe I do."
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