alright.

wow, look at the time! I'm not going for my Biochem lecture at 11 today...I actually planned out a timetable for today, and apparently right now I'm supposed to be at the Science library studying. copying out my Biochem notes from week 5. but then again my plans are ruined. decided to upload all the homegroup photos...but now I'm stuck. still have quite a few more photos to upload, but then they can't seem to find the server. oh well...I'll upload more soon? hmm...now that it's so late already, I can't do much. going to the library I won't have enough time to do my work, especially not for copying out notes. might do it after my Bio lecture then...other than that, I'll just blog my entry here. then I'll be going offline, finally after 2 hrs...

but hey, wait. I managed to upload more photos! that's weird...actually, I've put up all the photos. wow. that's cool. hmm...yesterday I had a long and tiring day. went to change my plane tickets, had to pay $25 to do that! but it's not that bad...if I were to take some other airline I'd have had to pay so much more. Air New Zealand's quite good anyway, nothing to complain about. dragged Rach along...we walked the length of town! then stopped by places to look at clothes and stuff. so many nice things, but I can't buy them! can't waste money on things that I want but don't need. hmm...spent like 3hrs out there...the longest I ever did I think! hehe...I'm not the shopping-type of girl, that's why...but I managed to get a ride back cos of a very nice coincidence. thank you so much! yah...got home, unpacked my drawers (why did I do that for? it's not like I've got a lot of spare time...but I just did it) and repacked them, had tea halfway, then watched Grey's Anatomy! good show. yah...and that was about it. did my preparation for today's lectures, then funnily enough, I slept late though I had nothing to do. means that today I'm still quite tired. hmm...

it's almost time to go for my Bio lecture. I shouldn't be stressed actually, if I just keep up my "diligent" studying I'll be fine. that's what everyone says. but am I really that confident that I'll do well for my exams? I know that if I'm meant to get into med, I will. I see my results as of now, and they're comparable to the competition I'm facing. but mostly, it's myself I have to compete against. no one else. I have to face my lack of self-discipline. hmm...and in order to win, I've got to try really hard. at least if I don't make it, I can reassure myself that I've tried my very best and not feel bad about it. hmm...

I guess this means that I'm going to not have such long entries anymore. ok, that sounds good. I'll stop here then...

"surprisingly, it's getting better...I'm still alright. hmm..."