that feeling.

it's that restlessness inside,
where you know you shouldn't be feeling this way,
having that voice in your head,
shouting out, "this is not enough".

why can't I be satisfied with what I have?
why do I have to go looking for more?
why am I knocking on doors I shouldn't open?
why do I not see where this is going?

need
to
subdue
that
feeling.