through the looking glass.

somehow I've arrived at a place where I think maybe I have some insight into things.

how I look at myself is how others look at me.
and how I see myself should be how God sees me.

I'd like to think tonight, He was smiling down at me.
because He's proud of His daughter.
the gifts and talents He gave me, I used.
and He placed these people around me to help me see...

that I don't need to rely on anybody.

because He is my security.

and I wonder why I'm struggling with everything. I know where I've gone wrong. but knowing is one thing, doing something about that knowledge is another.

am I ready to take on the challenge and put work into this?