turn off the tap.

it's hard for me to stop the tears once they come, especially when it's for a legitimate reason. but anyway. was it worth it? who knows.

when you're in that moment, nothing seems to make you feel better.

anyway, managed to calm down somehow. and the evening was made much better by having people around. =) surrounding myself with good company. jogging. chatting. dinner. gaming/watching people gaming.

need to learn to get used to failures...

have to get on with my work. lots of study to do, and an assignment that needs to be completed. life and time doesn't and will never stop for me.